Am I Ambivert?
I love that in nowadays I can find many tools to understand myself better and through that know that nothing is wrong with me, I am just different.
I like to annalise myself, observe then later it’s much easier to know what is works for me and what is drowning me.
I was never social butterfly, but occasionally I loved to have fun with friends and new people.
I love to have quite time, with less of distractions, any noise, preferably on nature, but from time to time to go to city and have fun.
I didn’t have wide spectrum of friends, but selected few.
Depending on the mood, feeling I would be happy to be in big company or just not going on event.
For sure I know socialising is not giving me energy, but sucking it out, but in same time it’s not that I avoid it purposely.
I would add main word is “Depending “
Depending on what is a place, who is there, what kind of activities +inner feeling (gut feeling).
I remember once I used to go to cinema by myself, because I wanted to enjoy film whiout anyone’s talks and I was quite content with just by myself. Same with cafe, I used to go alone, buying something nice from bakery and drink coffee, sitting outside and not feeling that I need any company.
In a same time I always had a dreams to be in a places, where a lot of people together cheersing — band concert, to see football on bit stadium, to go on large white party.
Before I used to be confused, with such oppositions, but now I am clear at least with this part of my personally.