Thoughts and talks about Death.

I am really curious how many people actually thinks about death, how many understands fully that some day this will have end, there is a begging and there is ending. I am 35 in August going to hit 36 and I see how my body is changing and my face, but more my mentality. I can’t avoid the thought that my life on this planet isn’t eternal, like everything. Most important question is what I should do with time what is left, what is my priority, what to put on first place?

Other thing how to accept fully, what is unavoidable and not to fear it ? Because it is worrying me. I want to know, what is after?

I remember myself in my 20 th and it didn’t really matter, I couldn’t even have this questions ☺in my head , I was too busy with other things, other people, events, worryings… and now it’s just there, sometimes like a waves hitting me all of sudden, forcing me to pay attention to myself and not to run away from it, forcing me to see something that I am not fully understand.

Is there anyone who can relate with me ?